I was a stay at home mom for the past 8 years – Since my divorce two years ago I cannot keep a job. Where do I even start?

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I dropped out of college my senior year so I don’t have a degree to fall back on. I’ve been in a pretty deep depression gained 70 pounds and lost all self confidence.
I have worked probably 8 different jobs in the past two years. Everything from customer service factory work cleaning hotels.. I live paycheck to paycheck.
I need to support myself. It is extremely scary.
On the job I mostly struggle with laziness apathy and genuine fear of messing up which I often do. I notice I struggle to learn and take criticism. Also I’ve been entitled and privileged my entire life.
I truly do not know how to make myself better and start a career.
I don’t feel interested in literally anything.
I have to start living again and take this seriously. Please any advice will help. Thank you.

Edit: Thank you all for everything.
I will try to use this to improve myself and move forward.. and survive.

As for the comments about finding another man. This is so insanely out of touch and cruel considering my circumstances are completely because I relied on a man for everything.
Please be considerate of this.

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